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Contents:
A Good Sport
A
Son Speaks
The Younger Born
Happiness
Seeking
for Happiness
The Island of Endless Play
The
River of Sleep
The Things that Count
Limitless
What
They Saw
The Convention
Protest
A
Bachelor to a Married Flirt
The Superwoman
Certitude
Compassion
Love
Three
Souls
When Love is Lost
Occupation
The
Valley of Fear
What would it be?
America
War
Mothers
A Holiday
The
Undertone
Gypsying
Song
of the Road
The Faith we Need
The
Price he Paid
Divorced
The
Revealing Angels
The Well-born
Sisters
of Mine
Answer
The Graduates
The
Silent Tragedy
The Trinity
The
Unwed Mother to the Wife
Father and Son
Husks
Meditations
The
Traveller
What Have You Done?
I was a little lad, and the older boys called to me from the pier:
They
called to me: ‘Be a sport: be a sport! Leap in and swim!’
I
leaped in and swam, though I had never been taught a stroke.
Then
I was made a hero, and they all shouted:
‘Well
done! Well done,
Brave boy, you are a sport, a good sport!’
And
I was very glad.
But now I wish I had learned to swim the right way,
Or
had never learned at all.
Now I regret that day,
For
it led to my fall.
I was a youth, and I heard the older men talking of the road to wealth;
They
talked of bulls and bears, of buying on margins,
And they said,
‘Be a sport, my boy, plunge in and win or lose it all!
It
is the only way to fortune.’
So I plunged in and won; and
the older men patted me on the back,
And they said, ‘You
are a sport, my boy, a good sport!’
And I was very glad.
But now I wish I had lost all I ventured on that day -
Yes,
wish I had lost it all.
For it was the wrong way,
And
pushed me to my fall.
I was a young man, and the gay world called me to come;
Gay
women and gay men called to me, crying:
‘Be
a sport; be a good sport!
Fill our glasses and let us fill yours.
We
are young but once; let us dance and sing,
And drive the dull hours
of night until they stand at bay
Against the shining bayonets of
day.’
So I filled my glass, and I filled their glasses, over
and over again,
And I sang and danced and drank, and drank and
danced and sang,
And I heard them cry, ‘He is a sport, a
good sport!’
As they held their glasses out to be filled
again.
And I was very glad.
Oh the madness of youth and song and dance and wine,
Of woman’s
eyes and lips, when the night dies in the arms of dawn!
And now
I wish I had not gone that way.
Now I wish I had not heard them
say,
‘He is a sport, a good sport!’
For I am old
who should be young.
The splendid vigour of my youth I flung
Under
the feet of a mad, unthinking throng.
My strength went out with
wine and dance and song;
Unto the winds of earth I tossed like
chaff,
With idle jest and laugh,
The pride of splendid manhood,
all its wealth
Of unused power and health -
Its dream of looking
into some pure girl’s eyes
And finding there its earthly
paradise -
Its hope of virile children free from blight -
Its
thoughts of climbing to some noble height
Of great achievement
- all these gifts divine
I cast away for song and dance and wine.
Oh,
I have been a sport, a good sport;
But I am very sad.
Mother, sit down, for I have much to say
Anent this widespread
ever-growing theme
Of woman and her virtues and her rights.
I left you for the large, loud world of men,
When I had lived
one little score of years.
I judged all women by you, and my heart
Was
filled with high esteem and reverence
For your angelic sex; and
for the wives,
The sisters, daughters, mothers of my friends
I
held but holy thoughts. To fallen stars
(Of whom you told
me in our last sweet talk,
Warning me of the dangers in my path)
I
gave wide pity as you bade me to,
Saying their sins harked back
to my base sex.
Now listen, mother mine: Ten years have passed
Since that clean-minded
and pure-bodied youth,
Thinking to write his name upon the stars,
Went
from your presence. He returns to you
Fallen from his altitude
of thought,
Hiding deep scars of sins upon his soul,
His fair
illusions shattered and destroyed.
And would you know the story
of his fall?
He sat beside a good man’s honoured wife
At her own table.
She was beautiful
As woods in early autumn. Full of soft
And
subtle witcheries of voice and look -
His senior, both in knowledge
and in years.
The boyish admiration of his glance
Was white as April sunlight
when it falls
Upon a blooming tree, until she leaned
So close
her rounded body sent quick thrills
Along his nerves. He
thought it accident,
And moved a little; soon she leaned again.
The
half-hid beauties of her heaving breast
Rising and falling under
scented lace,
The teasing tendrils of her fragrant hair,
With
intermittent touches on his cheek,
Changed the boy’s interest
to a man’s desire.
She saw that first young madness in his
eyes
And smiled and fanned the flame. That was his fall;
And
as some mangled fly may crawl away
And leave his wings behind him
in the web,
So were his wings of faith in womanhood
Left in
the meshes of her sensuous net.
The youth, forced into sudden manhood, went
Seeking the lost
ideal of his dreams.
He met, in churches and in drawing-rooms,
Women
who wore the mask of innocence
And basked in public favour, yet
who seemed
To find their pleasure playing with men’s hearts,
As
children play with loaded guns. He heard
(Until the tale
fell dull upon his ears)
The unsolicited complaints of wives
And
mothers all unsatisfied with life,
While crowned with every blessing
earth can give
Longing for God knows what to bring content,
And
openly or with appealing look
Asking for sympathy. (The first
blind step
That leads from wifely honour down to shame,
Is
ofttimes hid with flowers of sympathy.)
He saw proud women who would flush and pale
With sense of outraged
modesty if one
Spoke of the ancient sin before them, bare
To
all men’s sight, or flimsily conceal
By veils that bid adventurous
eyes proceed,
Charms meant alone for lover and for child.
He
saw chaste virgins tempt and tantalise,
Lure and deny, invite -
and then refuse,
And drive men forth half crazed to wantons’
arms.
Mother, you taught me there were but two kinds
Of women in the
world - the good and bad.
But you have been too sheltered in the
safe,
Old-fashioned sweetness of your quiet life,
To know
how women of these modern days
Make licence of their new-found
liberty.
Why, I have been more tempted and more shocked
By
belles and beauties in the social whirl,
By trusted wives and mothers
in their homes,
Than by the women of the underworld
Who sell
their favours. Do you think me mad?
No, mother; I am sane,
but very sad.
I miss my boyhood’s faith in woman’s worth -
Torn
from my heart, by ‘good folks’ of the earth.
The modern English-speaking young girl is the astonishment of the world and the despair of the older generation. Nothing like her has ever been seen or heard before. Alike in drawing-rooms and the amusement places of the people, she defies conventions in dress, speech, and conduct. She is bold, yet not immoral. She is immodest, yet she is chaste. She has no ideals, yet she is kind and generous. She is an anomaly and a paradox.
We are the little daughters of Time and the World his wife,
We
are not like the children, born in their younger life,
We
are marred with our mother’s follies and torn with our father’s
strife.
We are the little daughters of the modern world,
And Time, her
spouse.
She has brought many children to our father’s house
Before
we came, when both our parents were content
With simple pleasures and with quiet homely ways.
Modest
and mild
Were the fair daughters born to them in those fair days,
Modest
and mild.
But Father Time grew restless and longed for a swifter pace,
And
our mother pushed out beside him at the cost of her tender grace,
And
life was no more living but just a headlong race.
And we are wild -
Yea, wild are we, the younger born of the
World
Into life’s vortex hurled.
With
the milk of our mother’s breast
We drank her own unrest,
And
we learned our speech from Time
Who scoffs at
the things sublime.
Time and the World have hurried so
They
could not help their younger born to grow;
We only follow, follow
where they go.
They left their high ideals behind them as they ran;
There
was but one goal, pleasure, for Woman or for Man,
And
they robbed the nights of slumber to lengthen the days’ brief
span.
We are the demi-virgins of the modern day;
All
evil on the earth is known to us in thought,
But
yet we do it not.
We bare our beauteous bodies
to the gaze of men,
We lure them, tempt them,
lead them on, and then
Lightly we turn away.
By strong compelling
passion we are never stirred;
To us it is a word -
A word
much used when tragic tales are told;
We are the younger born,
yet we are very old
In understanding, and our knowledge makes us
bold.
Boldly we look at life,
Loving its stress and strife,
And
hating all conventions that may mean restraint,
Yet shunning sin’s
black taint.
We know wine’s taste;
And the young-maiden
bloom and sweetness of our lips
Is often in eclipse
Under
the brown weed’s stain.
Yet we are chaste;
We
have no large capacity for joy or pain,
But an insatiable appetite
for pleasure.
We have no use for leisure
And never learned
the meaning of that word ‘repose.’
Life as it goes
Must
spell excitement for us, be the cost what may.
Speeding along the
way,
We ofttimes pause to do some generous little deed,
And fill
the cup of need;
For we are kind at heart,
Though
with less heart than head,
Unmoral, not immoral,
when the worst is said;
We are the product of the modern day.
We are the little daughters of Time and the World his wife,
We
are not like the children, born in their younger life,
We
are marred with our mother’s follies and torn with our father’s
strife.
There are so many little things that make life beautiful.
I
can recall a day in early youth when I was longing for happiness.
Toward
the western hills I gazed, watching for its approach.
The hills
lay between me and the setting sun, and over them led a highway.
When
some traveller crossed the hill, always a fine grey dust rose cloudless
against the sky.
The traveller I could not distinguish, but the
dust-cloud I could see.
And the dust-cloud seemed formed of hopes and possibilities - each
speck an embryo event.
At sunset, when the skies were fair, the
dust-cloud grew radiant and shone with visions.
The happiness for
which I waited came not to me adown that western slope,
But now
I can recall the cloud of golden dust, the sunset, and the highway leading
over the hill,
The wonderful hope and expectancy of my heart, the
visions of youth in my eyes; and I know this was happiness.
There are so many little things that make life beautiful.
I
can recall another day when I rebelled at life’s monotony.
Everywhere
about me was the commonplace; and nothing seemed to happen.
Each
day was like its yesterday, and to-morrow gave no promise of change.
My
young heart rose rebellious in my breast; and I ran aimlessly into the
sunlight - the glowing sunlight of June.
I sent out a dumb cry
to Fate, demanding larger joys and more delight.
I ran blindly
into a field of blooming clover.
It was breast-high, and billowed
about me like rose-red waves of a fragrant sea.
The bees were singing above it; and their little brown bodies were
loaded with honey-dew, extracted from the clover blossoms.
The
sun reeled in the heavens dizzy with its own splendour.
The day
went into night, without bringing any new event to change my life.
But
now I recall the field of blooming clover, and the honey-laden bees,
the glorious June sunlight, and the passion of youth in my heart; and
I know that was happiness.
There are so many little things that make life beautiful.
Yesterday
a failure stared me in the face, where I had thought to welcome proud
success.
There was no radiant cloud of dust against the western
sky, and no clover field lying fragrant under mid-June suns,
Neither
was youth with me any more.
But under the vines that clung against my walls, a flock of birds
sought shelter just at twilight;
And, standing at my casement,
I could hear the twitter of their voices and the soft, sweet flutter
of their wings.
Then over me there fell a sense of peace and calm,
and love for all created things, and trust illimitable.
And that I knew was happiness.
There are so many little things to make life beautiful.
Seeking for happiness we must go slowly;
The
road leads not down avenues of haste;
But often gently winds through
by ways lowly,
Whose hidden pleasures are serene
and chaste
Seeking for happiness we must take heed
Of simple
joys that are not found in speed.
Eager for noon-time’s large effulgent splendour,
Too
oft we miss the beauty of the dawn,
Which tiptoes by us, evanescent,
tender,
Its pure delights unrecognised till gone.
Seeking
for happiness we needs must care
For all the little things that
make life fair.
Dreaming of future pleasures and achievements
We
must not let to-day starve at our door;
Nor wait till after losses
and bereavements
Before we count the riches in
our store.
Seeking for happiness we must prize this -
Not
what will be, or was, but that which is.
In simple pathways hand in hand with duty
(With
faith and love, too, ever at her side),
May happiness be met in
all her beauty
The while we search for her both
far and wide.
Seeking for happiness we find the way
Doing
the things we ought to do each day.
Said Willie to Tom, ‘Let us hie away
To the wonderful
Island of Endless Play.
It lies off the border of “No School Land,”
And
abounds with pleasure, I understand.
There boys go swimming whenever they please
In a lovely river
right under the trees.
And marbles are free, so you need not buy;
And kites of all
sizes are ready to fly.
We sail down the Isthmus of Idle Delight -
We sail and we sail
for a day and a night.
And then, if favoured by billows and breeze,
We land in the
Harbour of Do-as-You-Please.
And there lies the Island of Endless Play,
With no one to say
to us, Must, or Nay.
Books are not known in that land so fair,
Teachers are stoned
if they set foot there.
Hurrah for the Island, so glad and free,
That is the country
for you and me.’
So away went Willie and Tom together
On a pleasure boat, in
the lazy weather,
And they sailed in the teeth of a friendly breeze
Right
into the harbour of ‘Do-as-You-Please.’
Where boats
and tackle and marbles and kites
Were waiting them there in this
Land of Delights.
They dwelt on the Island of Endless Play
For
five long years; then one sad day
A strange, dark ship sailed up
to the strand,
And ‘Ho! for the voyage to Stupid Land,’
The
captain cried, with a terrible noise,
As he seized the frightened
and struggling boys
And threw them into the dark ship’s hold;
And
off and away sailed the captain bold.
They vainly begged him to
let them out,
He answered only with scoff and shout.
‘Boys
that don’t study or work,’ said he,
‘Must sail
one day down the Ignorant Sea
To Stupid Land by the No-Book Strait,
With
Captain Time on the Pitiless Fate.’
He let out the sails and away went the three
Over the waters
of Ignorant Sea,
Out and away to Stupid Land;
And they live
there yet, I understand.
And there’s where every one goes,
they say,
Who seeks the Island of Endless Play.
There are curious isles in the River of Sleep,
Curious
isles without number.
We’ll visit them all as we leisurely
creep
Down the winding stream whose current is deep,
In
our beautiful barge of Slumber.
The very first isle in this wonderful stream
Quite
close to the shore is lying,
And after a supper of cakes and cream
We
come to the Night-Mare-Isle with a scream,
And
hurry away from it crying.
And next is the Island-of-Lullaby,
And every
one there rejoices.
The winds are only a perfumed sigh,
And
the birds that sing in the treetops try
To imitate
Mothers’ voices.
A little beyond is the Isle-of-Dreams;
Oh,
that is the place to be straying.
Everything there is just as it
seems;
Dolls are real and sunshine gleams,
And
no one calls us from playing.
And then we come to the drollest isle,
And
the funniest sounds come pouring
Down from its borderlands once
in a while,
And we lean o’er our barge and listen and smile;
For
that is the Isle-of-Snoring.
And the very last isle in the River of Sleep
Is
the sunshiny Isle-of-Waking.
We see it first with our eyes a-peep,
And
we give a yawn - then away we leap,
The barge
of Slumber forsaking.
Now, dear, it isn’t the bold things,
Great deeds of valour
and might,
That count the most in the summing up of life at the
end of the day.
But it is the doing of old things,
Small acts
that are just and right;
And doing them over and over again, no
matter what others say;
In smiling at fate, when you want to cry,
and in keeping at work when you want to play -
Dear, those are
the things that count.
And, dear, it isn’t the new ways
Where the wonder-seekers
crowd
That lead us into the land of content, or help us to find
our own.
But it is keeping to true ways,
Though the music
is not so loud,
And there may be many a shadowed spot where we
journey along alone;
In flinging a prayer at the face of fear,
and in changing into a song a groan -
Dear, these are the things
that count.
My dear, it isn’t the loud part
Of creeds that are pleasing
to God,
Not the chant of a prayer, or the hum of a hymn, or a jubilant
shout or song.
But it is the beautiful proud part
Of walking
with feet faith-shod;
And in loving, loving, loving through all,
no matter how things go wrong;
In trusting ever, though dark the
day, and in keeping your hope when the way seems long -
Dear, these
are the things that count.
When the motive is right and the will is strong
There
are no limits to human power;
For that great
Force back of us moves along
And takes us with it, in trial’s
hour.
And whatever the height you yearn to climb,
Though
it never was trod by the foot of man,
And no
matter how steep - I say you can,
If you will be patient
- and use your time.
Sad man, Sad man, tell me, pray,
What
did you see to-day?
I saw the unloved and unhappy old, waiting for slow delinquent death
to come;
Pale little children toiling for the rich, in rooms where
sunlight is ashamed to go;
The awful almshouse, where the living
dead rot slowly in their hideous open graves.
And there were shameful
things.
Soldiers and forts, and industries of death, and devil-ships,
and loud-winged devil-birds,
All bent on slaughter and destruction.
These and yet more shameful things mine eyes beheld:
Old men upon
lascivious conquest bent, and young men living with no thought of God,
And
half-clothed women puffing at a weed, aping the vices of the underworld,
Engrossed
in shallow pleasures and intent on being barren wives.
These things
I saw.
(How God must loathe His earth!)
Glad man, Glad man, tell me, pray.
What
did you see to-day?
I saw an agèd couple, in whose eyes
Shone
that deep light of mingled love and faith,
Which makes the earth
one room of paradise,
And leaves no sting in
death.
I saw vast regiments of children pour,
Rank after rank, out
of the schoolroom door
By Progress mobilised. They seemed
to say:
‘Let ignorance make way.
We are the heralds
of a better day.’
I saw the college and the church that stood
For all things sane
and good.
I saw God’s helpers in the shop and slum
Blazing
a path for health and hope to come,
And True Religion, from the
grave of creeds,
Springing to meet man’s needs.
I saw great Science reverently stand
And listen for a sound
from Border-land,
No longer arrogant with unbelief
-
Holding itself aloof -
But drawing near,
and searching high and low
For that complete
and all-convincing proof
Which shall permit its
voice to comfort grief,
Saying, ‘We know.’
I saw fair women in their radiance rise
And
trample old traditions in the dust.
Looking in their clear eyes,
I
seemed to hear these words as from the skies:
‘He
who would father our sweet children must
Be worthy
of the trust.’
Against the rosy dawn, I saw unfurled
The
banner of the race we usher in,
The supermen and women of the world,
Who
make no code of sex to cover sin;
Before they till the soil of
parenthood,
They look to it that seed and soil are good.
And I saw, too, that old, old sight, and best -
Pure mothers,
with dear babies at the breast.
These things I saw.
(How God
must love His earth!)
From the Queen Bee mother, the mother Beast, and the mother Fowl
in the fen,
A call went up to the human world, to Woman, the mother
of men.
The call said, ‘Come: for we, the dumb, are given
speech for a day,
And the things we have thought for a thousand
years we are going at last to say.’
Much they marvelled, these women of earth, at the strange and curious
call,
And some of them laughed, and some of them sneered, but they
answered it one and all,
For they wanted to hear what never before
was heard since the world began -
The spoken word of Beast and
Bird, and the message it held for Man.
‘A plea for shelter,’ the woman said, ‘or food
in the wintry weathers,
Or a foolish request that we be dressed
without their furs or feathers.
We will do what we can for the
poor dumb things, but they must be sensible.’ Then
The
meeting was called and a she-bear stood and voiced the thought of the
fen.
‘Now this is the message we give to you’ (it was thus
the she-bear spake):
‘You the creatures of homes and shrines,
and we of the wold and brake,
We have no churches, we have no schools,
and our minds you question and doubt,
But we follow the laws which
some Great Cause, alike for us all, laid out.
‘We eat and we drink to live; we shun the things that poison
and kill,
And we settle the problems of sex and birth by the law
of the female will,
For never was one of us known by a male,
or made to mother its kind,
Unless there went from our
minds consent (or from what we call the mind).
‘But you, the highest of all she-things, you gorge yourselves
at your feasts,
And you smoke and drink in a way we think would
lower the standard of beasts;
For a ring, a roof and a rag, you
are bought by your males, to have and to hold,
And you mate and
you breed without nature’s need, while your hearts and your bodies
are cold.
‘All unwanted your offspring come, or you slay them before
they are born;
And now the wild she-things of the earth have spoken
and told their scorn.
We have no mind and we have no souls, maybe
as you think - And still,
Never one of us ate or drank the things
that poison and kill,
And never was one of us known by a male
except by our wish and will.’
To sit in silence when we should protest
Makes cowards out of
men. The human race
Has climbed on protest. Had no
voice been raised
Against injustice, ignorance and lust
The
Inquisition yet would serve the law
And guillotines decide our
least disputes.
The few who dare must speak and speak again
To
right the wrongs of many. Speech, thank God,
No vested power
in this great day and land
Can gag or throttle; Press and voice
may cry
Loud disapproval of existing ills,
May criticise oppression
and condemn
The lawlessness of wealth-protecting laws
That
let the children and child-bearers toil
To purchase ease for idle
millionaires.
Therefore do I protest against the boast
Of
independence in this mighty land.
Call no chain strong which holds
one rusted link,
Call no land free that holds one fettered slave.
Until
the manacled, slim wrists of babes
Are loosed to toss in childish
sport and glee;
Until the Mother bears no burden save
The
precious one beneath her heart; until
God’s soil is rescued
from the clutch of greed
And given back to labour, let no man
Call
this the Land of Freedom.
All that a man can say of woman’s charms,
Mine
eyes have spoken and my lips have told
To you a thousand times.
Your perfect arms
(A replica from that lost Melos
mould),
The fair firm crescents of your bosom (shown
With
full intent to make their splendours known),
Your eyes (that mask with innocence their smile),
The
(artful) artlessness of all your ways,
Your kiss-provoking mouth,
its lure, its guile -
All these have had my fond
and frequent praise.
And something more than praise to you I gave
-
Something which made you know me as your slave.
Yet slaves, at times, grow mutinous and rebel.
Here
in this morning hour, from you apart,
The mood is on me to be frank
and tell
The thoughts long hidden deep down in
my heart.
These thoughts are bitter - thorny plants, that grew
Below
the flowers of praise I plucked for you.
Those flowery praises led you to suppose
You
were my benefactor. Well, in truth,
When lovely woman on
dull man bestows
Sweet favours of her beauty
and her youth,
He is her debtor. I am yours: and yet
You
robbed me while you placed me thus in debt.
I owe you for keen moments when you stirred
My
senses with your beauty, when your eyes
(Your wanton eyes) belied
the prudent word
Your curled lips uttered.
You are worldly wise,
And while you like to set men’s hearts
on flame,
You take no risks in that old passion-game.
The carnal, common self of dual me
Found pleasure
in this danger play of yours.
(An egotist, man always thinks to
be
The victor, if his patience but endures,
And
holds in leash the hounds of fierce desire,
Until the silly woman’s
heart takes fire.)
But now it is the Higher Self who speaks -
The
Me of me - the inner Man - the real -
Whoever dreams his dream
and ever seeks
To bring to earth his beautiful
ideal.
That lifelong dream with all its promised joy
Your
soft bedevilments have helped destroy.
Woman, how can I hope for happy life
In days
to come at my own nuptial hearth,
When you who bear the honoured
name of wife
So lightly hold the dearest gifts
of earth?
Descending from your pedestal, alas!
You shake the
pedestals of all your class.
A vain, flirtatious wife is like a thief
Who
breaks into the temple of men’s souls,
And steals the golden
vessels of belief,
The swinging censers, and
the incense bowls.
All women seem less loyal and less true,
Less
worthy of men’s faith since I met you.
What will the superwoman be, of whom we sing -
She
who is coming over the dim border
Of Far To-morrow,
after earth’s disorder
Is tidied up by Time? What will
she bring
To make life better on tempestuous
earth?
How will her worth
Be greater than
her forbears? What new power
Within her being will burst
into flower?
She will bring beauty, not the transient dower
Of
adolescence which departs with youth -
But beauty
based on knowledge of the truth
Of its eternal message and the
source
Of all its potent force.
Her outer
being by the inner thought
Shall into lasting
loveliness be wrought.
She will bring virtue; but it will not be
The pale, white blossom
of cold chastity
Which hides a barren heart.
She will be human -
Not saint or angel, but the
superwoman -
Mother and mate and friend of superman.
She will bring strength to aid the larger Plan,
Wisdom
and strength and sweetness all combined,
Drawn
from the Cosmic Mind -
Wisdom to act, strength to attain,
And
sweetness that finds growth in joy or pain.
She will bring that large virtue, self-control,
And
cherish it as her supremest treasure.
Not at
the call of sense or for man’s pleasure
Will she invite from
space an embryo soul,
To live on earth again
in mortal fashion,
Unless love stirs her with
divinest passion.
To motherhood she will bring common sense -
That
most uncommon virtue. She will give
Love that is more than
she-wolf violence
(Which slaughters others that
its own may live).
Love that will help each little tendril mind
To
grow and climb;
Love that will know the lordliest
use of Time
In training human egos to be kind.
She will be formed to guide, but not to lead -
Leaders
are ever lonely - and her sphere
Will be that of the comrade and
the mate,
Loved, loving, and with insight fine
and clear,
Which casts its searchlight on the course of fate,
And
to the leaders says, ‘Proceed’ or ‘Wait.’
And best of all, she will bring holy faith
To penetrate the
shadowy world of death,
And show the road beyond
it, bright and broad,
That leads straight up
to God.
There was a time when I was confident
That God’s stupendous
mystery of birth
Was mine to know. The wonder of it lent
New
ecstasy and glory to the earth.
I heard no voice that uttered it
aloud,
Nor was it written for me on a scroll;
Yet, if alone
or in the common crowd,
I felt myself a consecrated soul.
My
child leaped in its dark and silent room
And cried, ‘I am,’
though all unheard by men.
So leaps my spirit in the body’s
gloom
And cries, ‘I live! I shall be born again.’
Elate
with certitude towards death I go,
Nor doubt, nor argue, since
I know, I know!
He was a failure, and one day he died.
Across
the border of the mapless land
He found himself among a sad-eyed
band
Of disappointed souls; they, too, had tried
And missed
their purpose. With one voice they cried
Unto
the shining Angel in command:
‘Oh, lead
us not before our Lord to stand,
For we are failures, failures!
Let us hide.’
Yet on the Angel fared, until they stood
Before
the Master. (Even His holy place
The hideous noises of the
earth assailed.)
Christ reached His arms out to the trembling brood,
With
God’s vast sorrow in His listening face.
Come unto Me,’
He said; ‘I, too, have failed.’
Dreaming of love, the ardent mind of youth
Conceives
it one with passion’s brief delights,
With keen desire and
rapture. But, in truth,
These are but milestones
to sublime heights
After the highways, swept by strong emotions,
Where
wild winds blow and blazing sun rays beat,
After the billows of
tempestuous oceans,
Fair mountain summits wait
the lover’s feet.
The path is narrow, but the view is wide,
And
beauteous the outlook towards the west
Happy are they who walk
there side by side,
Leaving below the valleys
of unrest,
And on the radiant altitudes above
Know the serene
intensity of love.
Three Souls there were that reached the Heavenly Gate,
And gained
permission of the Guard to wait.
Barred from the bliss of Paradise
by sin,
They did not ask or hope to enter in.
‘We loved
one woman (thus their story ran);
We lost her, for she chose another
man.
So great our love, it brought us to this door;
We only
ask to see her face once more.
Then will we go to realms where
we belong,
And pay our penalty for doing wrong.’
‘And wert thou friends on earth?’ (The Guard spake
thus.)
‘Nay, we were foes; but Death made friends of us.
The
dominating thought within each Soul
Brought us together, comrades,
to this goal,
To see her face, and in its radiance bask
For
one great moment - that is all we ask.
And, having seen her, we
must journey back
The path we came - a hard and dangerous track.’
‘Wait,
then,’ the Angel said, ‘beside me here,
But do not
strive within God’s Gate to peer
Nor converse hold with Spirits
clothed in light
Who pass this way; thou hast not earned the right.’
They waited year on year. Then, like a flame,
News of
the woman’s death from earth-land came.
The eager lovers
scanned with hungry eyes
Each Soul that passed the Gates of Paradise.
The
well-beloved face in vain they sought,
Until one day the Guardian
Angel brought
A message to them. ‘She has gone,’
he said,
‘Down to the lower regions of the dead;
Her
chosen mate went first; so great her love
She has resigned the
joys that wait above
To dwell with him, until perchance some day,
Absolved
from sin, he seeks the Better Way.’
Silent, the lovers turned. The pitying Guard
Said: ‘Stay
(the while his hand the door unbarred),
There waits for thee no
darker grief or woe;
Enter the Gates, and all God’s glories
know.
But to be ready for so great a bliss,
Pause for a moment
and take heed of this:
The dearest treasure by each mortal lost
Lies
yonder, when the Threshold has been crossed,
And thou shalt find
within that Sacred Place
The shining wonder of her worshipped face.
All
that is past is but a troubled dream;
Go forward now and claim
the Fact Supreme.’
Then clothed like Angels, fitting their estate,
Three Souls
went singing, singing through God’s Gate.
When love is lost, the day sets towards the night,
Albeit the
morning sun may still be bright,
And not one cloud-ship sails across
the sky.
Yet from the places where it used to lie
Gone is
the lustrous glory of the light.
No splendour rests in any mountain height,
No scene spreads
fair and beauteous to the sight;
All, all seems dull and dreary
to the eye
When love is lost.
Love lends to life its grandeur and its might;
Love goes, and
leaves behind it gloom and blight;
Like ghosts of time the pallid
hours drag by,
And grief’s one happy thought is that we die.
Ah,
what can recompense us for its flight
When love
is lost?
There must in heaven be many industries
And occupations, varied,
infinite;
Or heaven could not be heaven.
What gracious tasks
The
Mighty Maker of the universe
Can offer souls that have prepared
on earth
By holding lovely thoughts and fair desires!
Art thou a poet to whom words come not?
A dumb composer of unuttered
sounds,
Ignored by fame and to the world unknown?
Thine may
be, then, the mission to create
Immortal lyrics and immortal strains,
For
stars to chant together as they swing
About the holy centre where
God dwells.
Hast thou the artist instinct with no skill
To give it form
or colour? Unto thee
It may be given to paint upon the skies
Astounding
dawns and sunsets, framed by seas
And mountains; or to fashion
and adorn
New faces for sweet pansies and new dyes
To tint
their velvet garments. Oftentimes
Methinks behind a beauteous
flower I see,
Or in the tender glory of a dawn,
The presence
of some spirit who has gone
Into the place of mystery, whose call,
Imperious
and compelling, sounds for all
Or soon or late. So many have
passed on -
So many with ambitions, hopes, and aims
Unrealised,
who could not be content
As idle angels even in paradise.
The
unknown Michelangelos who lived
With thoughts on beauty bent while
chained to toil
That gave them only bread and burial -
These
must find waiting in the world of space
The shining timbers of
their splendid dreams,
Ready for shaping temples, shrines, and
towers,
Where radiant hosts may congregate to raise
Their
glad hosannas to the God Supreme.
And will there not be gardens
glorious,
And mansions all embosomed among blooms,
Where heavenly
children reach out loving arms
To lonely women who have been denied
On
earth the longed-for boon of motherhood?
Surely God has provided work to do
For souls like these, and
for the weary, rest.
In the journey of life, as we travel along
To the mystical goal
that is hidden from sight,
You may stumble at times into Roadways
of Wrong,
Not seeing the sign-board that points to the right.
Through
caverns of sorrow your feet may be led,
Where the noon of the day
will like midnight appear.
But no matter whither you wander or
tread,
Keep out of the Valley of Fear.
The Roadways of Wrong will wind out into light
If you sit in
the silence and ask for a Guide;
In the caverns of sorrow your
soul gains its sight
Of beautiful vistas, ascending and wide.
In
by-paths of worry and trouble and strife
Full many a bloom grows
bedewed by a tear,
But wretched and arid and void of all life
Is
the desolate Valley of Fear.
The Valley of Fear is a maddening maze
Of paths that wind on
without exit or end,
From nowhere to nowhere lead all of its ways,
And
shadows with shadows in more shadows blend.
Each guide-post is
lettered, ‘This way to Despair,’
And the River of Death
in the darkness flows near,
But there is a beautiful Roadway of
Prayer
This side of the Valley of Fear.
This beautiful Roadway is narrow and steep,
And it runs up the
side of the Mountain of Faith.
You may not perceive it at first
if you weep,
But it rises high over the River of Death.
Though
the Roadway is narrow and dark at the base,
It widens ascending,
and ever grows clear,
Till it shines at the top with the Light
of God’s face,
Far, far from the Valley of Fear.
When close to that Valley your footsteps shall fare,
Turn, turn
to the Roadway of Prayer -
The beautiful Roadway of Prayer.
Now what were the words of Jesus,
And what would He pause and
say,
If we were to meet in home or street,
The Lord of the
world to-day?
Oh, I think He would pause and say:
‘Go
on with your chosen labour;
Speak only good of your neighbour;
Widen
your farms, and lay down your arms,
Or dig up the soil with each
sabre.’
Now what were the answer of Jesus
If we should ask for a creed,
To
carry us straight to the wonderful gate
When soul from body is
freed?
Oh, I think He would give us this creed:
‘Praise
God whatever betide you;
Cast joy on the lives beside you;
Better
the earth, by growing in worth,
With love as the law to guide you.’
Now what were the answer of Jesus
If we should ask Him to tell
Of
the last great goal of the homing soul
Where each of us hopes to
dwell?
Oh, I think it is this He would tell:
‘The soul
is the builder - then wake it;
The mind is the kingdom - then take
it;
And thought upon thought let Eden be wrought,
For heaven
will be what you make it.’
I am the refuge of all the oppressed,
I am the boast of the
free,
I am the harbour where ships may rest
Safely ’twixt
sea and sea.
I hold up a torch to a darkened world,
I lighten
the path with its ray.
Let my hand keep steady
And let me
be ready
For whatever comes my way -
Let me be ready.
Oh, better than fortresses, better than guns,
Better than lance
or spear,
Are the loyal hearts of my daughters and sons,
Faithful
and without fear.
But my daughters and sons must understand
That
Attila did not die.
And they must be ready,
Their hands
must be steady,
If the hosts of hell come nigh -
They must
be ready.
If Jesus were back on the earth with men,
He would not preach
to-day
Until He had made Him a scourge, and again
He would
drive the defilers away.
He would throw down the tables of lust
and greed
And scatter the changers’ gold.
He would be
ready,
His hand would be steady,
As it was in that temple
of old -
He would be ready.
I am the cradle of God’s new world,
From me shall the
new race rise,
And my glorious banner must float unfurled,
Unsullied
against the skies.
My sons and daughters must be my strength,
With
courage to do and to dare,
With hearts that are ready,
With
hands that are steady,
And their slogan must be, PREPARE! -
They
must be ready!
With a prayer on the lip they must shoulder arms,
For after
all has been said,
We must muster guns,
If we master Huns
-
And Attila is not dead -
We must be ready!
There is something in the sound of drum and fife
That stirs
all the savage instincts into life.
In the old times of peace we went our ways,
Through proper days
Of
little joys and tasks. Lonely at times,
When from the steeple
sounded wedding chimes,
Telling to all the world some maid was
wife -
But taking patiently our part in life
As it was portioned
us by Church and State,
Believing it our fate.
Our
thoughts all chaste
Held yet a secret wish to love and mate
Ere
youth and virtue should go quite to waste.
But men we criticised
for lack of strength,
And kept them at arm’s length.
Then
the war came -
The world was all aflame!
The men we had thought
dull and void of power
Were heroes in an hour.
He who had
seemed a slave to petty greed
Showed masterful in that great time
of need.
He who had plotted for his neighbour’s pelf,
Now
for his fellows offers up himself.
And we were only women, forced
by war
To sacrifice the things worth living for.
Something within us broke,
Something
within us woke,
The
wild cave-woman spoke.
When we heard the sound of drumming,
As
our soldiers went to camp,
Heard them
tramp, tramp, tramp;
As we watched to see them coming,
And
they looked at us and smiled
(Yes, looked
back at us and smiled),
As they filed along by hillock and
by hollow,
Then our hearts were so beguiled
That,
for many and many a day,
We dreamed
we heard them say,
‘Oh, follow, follow,
follow!’
And the distant,
rolling drum
Called us ‘Come,
come, come!’
Till our
virtue seemed a thing to give away.
War had swept ten thousand years away from earth.
We
were primal once again.
There were males, not
modern men;
We were females meant to bring their sons to birth.
And
we could not wait for any formal rite,
We could
hear them calling to us, ‘Come to-night;
For to-morrow, at
the dawn,
We move on!’
And the drum
Bellowed,
‘Come, come, come!’
And the fife
Whistled, ‘Life,
life, life!’
So they moved on and fought and bled and died;
Honoured and
mourned, they are the nation’s pride.
We fought our battles,
too, but with the tide
Of our red blood, we gave the world new
lives.
Because we were not wives
We are dishonoured.
Is it noble, then,
To break God’s laws only by killing men
To
save one’s country from destruction?
We took no man’s
life but gave our chastity,
And sinned the ancient sin
To
plant young trees and fill felled forests in.
Oh, clergy of the land,
Bible in hand,
All reverently you
stand,
On holy thoughts intent
While
barren wives receive the sacrament!
Had you the open visions you
could see
Phantoms of infants murdered in the
womb,
Who never knew a cradle or a tomb,
Hovering
about these wives accusingly.
Bestow the sacrament! Their sins are not well known -
Ours
to the four winds of the earth are blown.
Berlin, Germany, gave the school children a half holiday to celebrate the sinking of the Lusitania.
War declares a holiday;
Little children, run and play.
Ring-a-rosy
round the earth
With the garland of your mirth.
Shrill a song brim full of glee
Of a great ship sunk at sea.
Tell
with pleasure and with pride
How a hundred children died.
Sing of orphan babes, whose cries
Beat against unanswering skies;
Let
a mother’s mad despair
Lend staccato to your air.
Sing of babes who drowned alone;
Sing of headstones, marked
‘Unknown’;
Sing of homes made desolate
Where the
stricken mourners wait.
Sing of battered corpses tossed
By the heedless waves, and lost.
Run,
sweet children, sing and play;
War declares a holiday.
When I was very young I used to feel the dark despairs of youth;
Out
of my little griefs I would invent great tragedies and woes;
Not
only for myself, but for all those I held most dear
I would invent
vast sorrows in my melancholy moods of thought.
Yet down deep,
deep in my heart there was an undertone of rapture.
It was like
a voice from some other world calling softly to me,
Saying things
joyful.
As I grew older, and Life offered bitter gall for me to drink,
Forcing
it through clenched teeth when I refused to take it willingly;
When
Pain prepared some special anguish for my heart to bear,
And all
the things I longed for seemed to be wholly beyond my reach -
Yet
down deep, deep in my heart there was an undertone of rapture.
It
was like a Voice, a Voice from some other world calling to me,
Bringing
glad tidings.
Now when I look about me, and see the great injustices of men,
See
Idleness and Greed waited upon by luxury and mirth,
See prosperous
Vice ride by in state, while footsore Virtue walks;
Now when I
hear the cry of need rise up from lands of shameful wealth -
Yet
down deep, deep in my heart there is an undertone of rapture.
It
is like a Voice - it is a Voice - calling to me and saying:
‘Love
rules triumphant.’
Now when each mile-post on the path of life seems marked by headstones,
And
one by one dear faces that I loved are hid away from sight;
Now
when in each familiar home I see a vacant chair,
And in the throngs
once formed of friends I meet unrecognising eyes -
Yet down deep,
deep in my heart there is an undertone of rapture.
It is the Voice,
it is the Voice for ever saying unto me:
‘Life is Eternal.’
Gypsying, gypsying, through the world together,
Never mind the
way we go, never mind what port.
Follow trails, or fashion sails,
start in any weather:
While we journey hand in hand, everything
is sport.
Gypsying, gypsying, leaving care and worry:
Never mind the ‘if’
and ‘but’ (words for coward lips).
Put them out with
‘fear’ and ‘doubt,’ in the pack with ‘hurry,’
While
we stroll like vagabonds forth to trails, or ships.
Gypsying, gypsying, just where fancy calls us;
Never mind what
others say, or what others do.
Everywhere or foul or fair, liking
what befalls us:
While you have me at your side, and while I have
you.
Gypsying, gypsying, camp by hill or hollow;
Never mind the why
of it, since it suits our mood.
Go or stay, and pay our way, and
let those who follow
Find, upspringing from the soil, some small
seed of good.
Gypsying, gypsying, through the world we wander:
Never mind
the rushing years, that have come and gone.
There must be for you
and me, lying over Yonder,
Other lands, where side by side we can
gypsy on.
I am a Road; a good road, fair and smooth and broad;
And
I link with my beautiful tether
Town and Country
together,
Like a ribbon rolled on the earth, from the reel of God.
Oh,
great the life of a Road!
I am a Road; a long road, leading on and on;
And
I cry to the world to follow,
Past meadow and
hill and hollow,
Through desolate night, to the open gates of dawn.
Oh,
bold the life of a Road!
I am a Road; a kind road, shaped by strong hands.
I
make strange cities neighbours;
The poor grow
rich with my labours,
And beauty and comfort follow me through
the lands.
Oh, glad the life of a Road!
I am a Road; a wise road, knowing all men’s ways;
And
I know how each heart reaches
For the things
dear Nature teaches;
And I am the path that leads into green young
Mays.
Oh, sweet the life of a Road!
I am a Road; and I speed away from the slums,
Away
from desolate places,
Away from unused spaces;
Wherever
I go, there order from chaos comes.
Oh, brave
the life of a Road!
I am a Road; and I would make the whole world one.
I
would give hope to duty,
And cover the earth
with beauty.
Do you not see, O men! how all this might be done?
So
vast the power of the Road!
Too tall our structures, and too swift our pace;
Not so we mount,
not so we gain the race.
Too loud the voice of commerce in the
land;
Not so truth speaks, not so we understand.
Too vast
our conquests, and too large our gains;
Not so comes peace, not
so the soul attains.
But the need of the world is a faith that will live anywhere;
In
the still dark depths of the woods, or out in the sun’s full glare.
A
faith that can hear God’s voice, alike in the quiet glen,
Or
in the roar of the street, and over the noises of men.
And the need of the world is a creed that is founded on joy;
A
creed with the turrets of hope and trust, no winds can destroy;
A
creed where the soul finds rest, whatever this life bestows,
And
dwells undoubting and unafraid, because it knows, it knows.
And the need of the world is love that burns in the heart like flame;
A
love for the Giver of Life, in sorrow or joy the same;
A love that
blazes a trail to Go through the dark and the cold,
Or keeps the
pathway that leads to Him clean, through glory and gold.
For the faith that can only thrive or grow in the solitude,
And
droops and dies in the marts of men, where sights and sounds are rude;
That
is not a faith at all, but a dream of a mystic’s heart;
Our
faith should point as the compass points, whatever be the chart.
Our faith must find its centre of peace in a babel of noise;
In
the changing ways of the world of men it must keep its poise;
And
over the sorrowing sounds of earth it must hear God’s call;
And
the faith that cannot do all this, that is not faith at all.
I said I would have my fling,
And do what
a young man may;
And I didn’t believe a thing
That
the parsons have to say.
I didn’t believe in a God
That
gives us blood like fire,
Then flings us into hell because
We
answer the call of desire.
And I said: ‘Religion is rot,
And the
laws of the world are nil;
For the bad man is he who is caught
And
cannot foot his bill.
And there is no place called hell;
And
heaven is only a truth
When a man has his way with a maid,
In
the fresh keen hour of youth.
‘And money can buy us grace,
If it rings
on the plate of the church:
And money can neatly erase
Each
sign of a sinful smirch.’
For I saw men everywhere,
Hotfooting
the road of vice;
And women and preachers smiled on them
As
long as they paid the price.
So I had my joy of life:
I went the pace of
the town;
And then I took me a wife,
And
started to settle down.
I had gold enough and to spare
For
all of the simple joys
That belong with a house and a home
And
a brood of girls and boys.
I married a girl with health
And virtue and
spotless fame.
I gave in exchange my wealth
And
a proud old family name.
And I gave her the love of a heart
Grown
sated and sick of sin!
My deal with the devil was all cleaned up,
And
the last bill handed in.
She was going to bring me a child,
And when
in labour she cried
With love and fear I was wild -
But
now I wish she had died.
For the son she bore me was blind
And
crippled and weak and sore!
And his mother was left a wreck.
It
was so she settled my score.
I said I must have my fling,
And they knew
the path I would go;
Yet no one told me a thing
Of
what I needed to know.
Folks talk too much of a soul
From
heavenly joys debarred -
And not enough of the babes unborn,
By
the sins of their fathers scarred.
Thinking of one thing all day long, at night
I fall asleep,
brain weary and heart sore;
But only for a little while.
At three,
Sometimes at two o’clock, I wake and lie,
Staring
out into darkness; while my thoughts
Begin the weary treadmill-toil
again,
From that white marriage morning of our youth
Down
to this dreadful hour.
I see your face
Lit with
the lovelight of the honeymoon;
I hear your voice, that lingered
on my name
As if it loved each letter; and I feel
The clinging
of your arms about my form,
Your kisses on my cheek - and long
to break
The anguish of such memories with tears,
But cannot
weep; the fountain has run dry.
We were so young, so happy, and so full
Of keen sweet joy of
life. I had no wish
Outside your pleasure; and you loved
me so
That when I sometimes felt a woman’s need
For
more serene expression of man’s love
(The need to rest in
calm affection’s bay
And not sail ever on the stormy main),
Yet
would I rouse myself to your desire;
Meet ardent kiss with kisses
just as warm;
So nothing I could give should be denied.
And then our children came. Deep in my soul,
From the
first hour of conscious motherhood,
I knew I should conserve myself
for this
Most holy office; knew God meant it so.
Yet even
then, I held your wishes first;
And by my double duties lost the
bloom
And freshness of my beauty; and beheld
A look of disapproval
in your eyes.
But with the coming of our precious child,
The
lover’s smile, tinged with the father’s pride,
Returned
again; and helped to make me strong;
And life was very sweet for
both of us.
Another, and another birth, and twice
The little white hearse
paused beside our door
And took away some portion of my youth
With
my sweet babies. At the first you seemed
To suffer with me,
standing very near;
But when I wept too long, you turned away.
And
I was hurt, not realising then
My grief was selfish. I could
see the change
Which motherhood and sorrow made in me;
And
when I saw the change that came to you,
Saw how your eyes looked
past me when you talked,
And when I missed the love tone from your
voice,
I did that foolish thing weak women do,
Complained
and cried, accused you of neglect,
And made myself obnoxious in
your sight.
And often, after you had left my side,
Alone I stood before
my mirror, mad
With anger at my pallid cheeks, my dull
Unlighted
eyes, my shrunken mother-breasts,
And wept, and wept, and faded
more and more.
How could I hope to win back wandering love,
And
make new flames in dying embers leap,
By such ungracious means?
And then She came,
Firm-bosomed,
round of cheek, with such young eyes,
And all the ways of youth.
I who had died
A thousand deaths, in waiting the return
Of
that old love-look to your face once more,
Died yet again and went
straight into hell
When I beheld it come at her approach.
My God, my God, how have I borne it all!
Yet since she had the
power to wake that look -
The power to sweep the ashes from your
heart
Of burned-out love of me, and light new fires,
One thing
remained for me - to let you go.
I had no wish to keep the empty
frame
From which the priceless picture had been wrenched.
Nor
do I blame you; it was not your fault:
You gave me all that most
men can give - love
Of youth, of beauty, and of passion; and
I
gave you full return; my womanhood
Matched well your manhood.
Yet had you grown ill,
Or old, and unattractive from some cause
(Less
close than was my service unto you),
I should have clung the tighter
to you, dear;
And loved you, loved you, loved you more and more.
I grow so weary thinking of these things;
Day in, day out; and
half the awful nights.
Suddenly and without warning they came -
The Revealing Angels
came.
Suddenly and simultaneously, through city streets,
Through
quiet lanes and country roads they walked.
They walked crying:
‘God has sent us to find
The vilest sinners of earth.
We
are to bring them before Him, before the Lord of Life.’
Their voices were like bugles;
And then all war, all strife,
And
all the noises of the world grew still;
And no one talked;
And
no one toiled, but many strove to flee away.
Robbers and thieves,
and those sunk in drunkenness and crime,
Men and women of evil
repute,
And mothers with fatherless children in their arms, all
strove to hide.
But the Revealing Angels passed them by,
Saying:
‘Not you, not you.
Another day, when we shall come again
Unto
the haunts of men,
Then we will call your names;
But God has
asked us first to bring to him
Those guilty of greater shames
Than
lust, or theft, or drunkenness, or vice -
Yea, greater than murder
done in passion,
Or self-destruction done in dark despair.
Now
in His Holy Name we call:
Come one and all
Come forth; reveal
your faces.’
Then through the awful silence of the world,
Where noise had
ceased, they came -
The sinful hosts.
They came from lowly
and from lofty places,
Some poorly clad, but many clothed like
queens;
They came from scenes of revel and from toil;
From
haunts of sin, from palaces, from homes,
From boudoirs, and from
churches.
They came like ghosts -
The vast brigades of
women who had slain
Their helpless, unborn children.
With them trailed
Lovers and husbands who had said, ‘Do this,’
And
those who helped for hire.
They stood before the Angels - before
the Revealing
Angels they stood.
And they heard the Angels
say,
And all the listening world heard the Angels say:
‘These
are the vilest sinners of all;
For the Lord of Life made sex that
birth might come;
Made sex and its keen compelling desire
To
fashion bodies wherein souls might go
From lower planes to higher,
Until
the end is reached (which is Beginning).
They have stolen the costly
pleasures of the senses
And refused to pay God’s price.
They
have come together, these men and these women,
As male and female
they have come together
In the great creative act.
They have
invited souls, and then flung them out into space;
They have made
a jest of God’s design.
All other sins look white beside
this sinning;
All other sins may be condoned, forgiven;
All
other sinners may be cleansed and shriven;
Not these, not these.
Pass
on, and meet God’s eyes.’
The vast brigade moved forward, and behind then walked the Angels,
Walked
the sorrowful Revealing Angels.
So many people - people - in the world;
So few great souls,
love ordered, well begun,
In answer to the fertile mother need!
So
few who seem
The image of the Maker’s mortal dream;
So
many born of mere propinquity -
Of lustful habit, or of accident.
Their
mothers felt
No mighty, all-compelling wish to see
Their bosoms
garden-places
Abloom with flower faces;
No tidal wave swept
o’er them with its flood;
No thrill of flesh or heart; no
leap of blood;
No glowing fire, flaming to white desire
For
mating and for motherhood:
Yet they bore children.
God! how
mankind misuses Thy command,
To populate the earth!
How low
is brought high birth!
How low the woman; when, inert as spawn
Left
on the sands to fertilise,
She is the means through which the race
goes on!
Not so the first intent.
Birth, as the Supreme Mind
conceived it, meant
The clear imperious call of mate to mate
And
the clear answer. Only thus and then
Are fine, well-ordered,
and potential lives
Brought into being. Not by Church or
State
Can birth be made legitimate,
Unless
Love in its
fulness bless.
Creation so ordains its lofty laws
That man,
while greater in all other things,
Is lesser in the generative
cause.
The father may be merely man, the male;
Yet more than
female must the mother be.
The woman who would fashion
Souls,
for the use of earth and angels meet,
Must entertain a high and
holy passion.
Not rank, or wealth, or influence of kings
Can
give a soul its dower
Of majesty and power,
Unless the mother
brings
Great love to that great hour.
Sisters, sisters of mine, have we done what we could
In all
the old ways, through all the new days,
To better the race and
to make life sweet and good?
Have we played the full part that
was ours in the start,
Sisters of mine?
Sisters, sisters of mine, as we hurry along
To a larger world,
with our banners unfurled,
The battle-cry on lips where once was
Love’s old song,
Are we leaving behind better things than
we find,
Sisters of mine?
Sisters, sisters of mine, through the march in the street,
Through
turmoil and din, without, and within,
As we gain something big
do we lose something sweet?
In the growth of our might is our grace
lost to sight?
As new powers unfold do we love as of old,
Sisters
of mine?
O well have we done the old tasks! in the old, old ways of earth.
We
have kept the house in order, we have given the children birth;
And
our sons went out with their fathers, and left us alone at the hearth!
We have cooked the meats for their table; we have woven their cloth
at the loom;
We have pulled the weeds from their gardens, and kept
the flowers in bloom;
And then we have sat and waited, alone in
a silent room.
We have borne all the pains of travail in giving life to the race;
We
have toiled and saved, for the masters, and helped them to power and
place;
And when we asked for a pittance, they gave it with grudging
grace.
On the bold, bright face of the dollar all the evils of earth are
shown.
We are weary of love that is barter, and of virtue that
pines alone;
We are out in the world with the masters: we are finding
and claiming our own!
I saw them beautiful, in fair array upon Commencement Day;
Lissome
and lovely, radiant and sweet
As cultured roses, brought to their
estate
By careful training. Finished and complete
(As
teachers calculate).
They passed in maiden grace along the aisle,
Leaving the chaste
white sunlight of a smile
Upon the gazing throng.
Musing I
thought upon their place as mothers of the race.
Oh there are many actors who can play
Greatly, great parts;
but rare indeed the soul
Who can be great when cast for some small
rôle;
Yet that is what the world most needs; big hearts
That
will shine forth and glorify poor parts
In this strange drama,
Life! Do they,
Who in full dress-rehearsal pass to-day
Before
admiring eyes, hold in their store
Those fine high principles which
keep old Earth
From being only earth; and make men more
Than
just mere men? How will they prove their worth
Of years of
study? Will they walk abroad
Decked with the plumage of dead
bards of God,
The glorious birds? And shall the lamb unborn
Be
slain on altars of their vanity?
To some frail sister who has missed
the way
Will they give Christ’s compassion, or man’s
scorn;
And will clean manhood, linked with honest love,
The
victor prove,
When riches, gained by greed, dispute the claim?
Will
they guard well a husband’s home and name.
Or lean down from
their altitudes to hear
The voice of flattery speak in the ear
Those
lying platitudes which men repeat
To listening Self-Conceit?
Musing
I thought upon their place as mothers of the race,
As beautiful
they passed in maiden grace.
The deepest tragedies of life are not
Put into books, or acted
on the stage.
Nay, they are lived in silence, by tense hearts
In
homes, among dull unperceiving kin,
And thoughtless friends, who
make a whip of words
Wherewith to lash these hearts, and call it
wit.
There is a tragedy lived everywhere
In Christian lands, by an
increasing horde
Of women martyrs to our social laws.
Women
whose hearts cry out for motherhood;
Women whose bosoms ache for
little heads;
Women God meant for mothers, but whose lives
Have
been restrained, restricted, and denied
Their natural channels,
till at last they stand
Unmated and alone, by that sad sea
Whose
slow receding tide returns no more.
Men meet great sorrows; but
no man can grasp
The depth, and height, of such a grief as this.
The call of Fatherhood is from man’s brain.
Man cannot
know the answer to that call
Save as a woman tells him. But
to her
The call of Motherhood is from the soul,
The brain,
the body. She is like a plant
Which buds and blossoms only
to bear fruit.
Man is the pollen, carried by the wind
Of accident,
or impulse, or desire;
And then his role of fatherhood is played.
Her
threefold knowledge of maternity,
Through three times three great
months, is hers alone.
Man as an egotist is wounded when
He is not father. Woman
when denied
The all-embracing rôle of motherhood
Rebels
with her whole being. Oftentimes
Rebellion finds its only
utterance
In shattered nerves, and lack of self-control;
Which
gives the merry world its chance to cry
‘Old maids are queer.’
In
far off Eastern lands
They think of God as Mother to the race;
Father and Mother of
the Universe.
And mayhap this is why they make their girls
Wives
prematurely, mothers over young,
Hoping to please their Mother
God this way.
Since everywhere in Nature sex is shown
For
procreative uses, they contend
Sterility is sinful. (Save
when one
Chooses a life of Saintship here on earth,
And so
conserves all forces to that end.)
Here in the West, our God is Masculine;
And while we say He
bade a Virgin bring
His Son to birth, we think of Him as One
Placing
false values on forced continence -
Preparing heavens for those
who live that life -
And hells for those who stray by thought or
act
From the unnatural path our laws have made.
Mother of Christ, thou being woman, thou
Knowing all depths
within the woman heart,
All joy, all pain, oh send the world more
light.
Enlarge our sympathies; and let our minds
Turn from
achievements of material things
To contemplation of Eternal truths.
Space
throbs with egos, waiting for rebirth;
And mother-hearted women
fill the earth.
Mother of Christ, show us the way to thin
The
ranks of childless women, without sin.
Much may be done with the world we are in,
Much with the race
to better it;
We can unfetter it,
Free it from chains of the
old traditions;
Broaden its viewpoint of virtue and sin;
Change
its conditions
Of labour and wealth;
And open new roadways
to knowledge and health.
Yet some things ever must stay as they
are
While the sea has its tide and the sky has its star.
A
man and a woman with love between,
Loyal and tender and true and
clean,
Nothing better has been or can be
Than just those three.
Woman may alter the first great plan.
Daughters and sisters
and mothers
May stalk with their brothers
Forth from their
homes into noisy places
Fit (and fit only) for masculine man.
Marring
their graces
With conflict and strife
To widen the outlook
of all human life.
Yet some things ever must stay as they are
While
the sea has its tide and the sky has its star.
A man and a
woman with love that strengthens
And gathers new force as its earth
way lengthens;
Nothing better by God is given
This side of
heaven.
Science may show us a wonderful vast
Secret of life and of breeding
it;
Man by the heeding it
Out of earth’s chaos may bring
a new order.
Off with old systems, old laws may be cast.
What
now seems the border
Of licence in creeds,
May then be the
centre of thoughts and of deeds.
Yet some things ever must stay
as they are
While the sea has its tide and the sky has its star.
A
man and a woman and love undefiled
And the look of the two in the
face of a child, -
Oh, the joys of this world have their changing
ways,
But this joy stays.
Nothing better on earth can be
Than
just those three.
I had been almost happy for an hour,
Lost to the world that
knew me in the park
Among strange faces; while my little girl
Leaped
with the squirrels, chirruped with the birds
And with the sunlight
glowed. She was so dear,
So beautiful, so sweet; and for
the time
The rose of love, shorn of its thorn of shame,
Bloomed
in my heart. Then suddenly you passed.
I sat alone upon the
public bench;
You, with your lawful husband, rode in state;
And
when your eyes fell on me and my child,
They were not eyes, but
daggers, poison tipped.
God! how good women slaughter with a look!
And, like cold steel,
your glance cut through my heart,
Struck every petal from the rose
of love
And left the ragged stalk alive with thorns.
My little one came running to my side
And called me Mother.
It was like a blow
Between the eyes; and made me sick with pain.
And
then it seemed as if each bird and breeze
Took up the word, and
changed its syllables
From Mother into Magdalene; and cried
My
shame to all the world.
It was your eyes
Which did
all this. But listen now to me
(Not you alone, but all the
barren wives
Who, like you, flaunt their virtue in the face
Of
fallen women): I do chance to know
The crimes you think are hidden
from all men
(Save one who took your gold and sold his skill
And
jeopardized his name for your base ends).
I know how you have sunk your soul in sense
Like any wanton;
and refused to bear
The harvest of your pleasure-planted seed;
I
know how you have crushed the tender bud
Which held a soul; how
you have blighted it;
And made the holy miracle of birth
A
wicked travesty of God’s design;
Yea, many buds, which might
be blossoms now
And beautify your selfish, arid life,
Have
been destroyed, because you chose to keep
The aimless freedom,
and the purposeless,
Self-seeking liberty of childless wives.
I was an untaught girl. By nature led,
By love and passion
blinded, I became
An unwed mother. You, an honoured wife,
Refuse
the crown of motherhood, defy
The laws of nature, and fling baby
souls
Back in the face of God. And yet you dare
Call
me a sinner, and yourself a saint;
And all the world smiles on
you, and its doors
Swing wide at your approach.
I
stand outside.
Surely there must be higher courts than earth,
Where you and
I will some day meet and be
Weighed by a larger justice.
My grand-dame, vigorous at eighty-one,
Delights in talking of
her only son,
My gallant father, long since dead and gone.
‘Ah,
but he was the lad!’
She says, and sighs, and looks at me
askance.
How well I read the meaning of that glance -
‘Poor
son of such a dad;
Poor weakling, dull and sad.’
I
could, but would not tell her bitter truth
About my father’s
youth.
She says: ‘Your father laughed his way through earth:
He
laughed right in the doctor’s face at birth,
Such joy of
life he had, such founts of mirth.
Ah, what a
lad was he!’
And then she sighs. I feel her silent
blame,
Because I brought her nothing but his name.
Because
she does not see
Her worshipped son in me.
I
could, but would not, speak in my defence,
Anent the difference.
She says: ‘He won all prizes in his time:
He overworked,
and died before his prime.
At high ambition’s door I lay
the crime.
Ah, what a lad he was!’
Well,
let her rest in that deceiving thought,
Of what avail to say, ‘His
death was brought
By broken sexual laws,
The
ancient sinful cause.’
I could, but would not, tell the good
old dame
The story of his shame.
I could say: ‘I am crippled, weak, and pale,
Because my
father was an unleashed male.
Because he ran so fast, I halt and
fail
(Ah, yes, he was the lad),
Because
he drained each cup of sense-delight
I must go thirsting, thirsting,
day and night.
Because he was joy-mad,
I
must be always sad.
Because he learned no law of self-control,
I am a blighted soul.’
Of
what avail to speak and spoil her joy.
Better to see her disapproving
eyes,
And silent, hear her say, between her sighs,
‘Ah,
but he was the boy!’
She looked at her neighbour’s house in the light of the waning
day -
A shower of rice on the steps, and the shreds of a bride’s
bouquet.
And then she drew the shade, to shut out the growing gloom,
But
she shut it into her heart instead. (Was that a voice in the room?)
‘My neighbour is sad,’ she sighed, ‘like the mother
bird who sees
The last of her brood fly out of the nest to make
its home in the trees’ -
And then in a passion of tears -
‘But, oh, to be sad like her:
Sad for a joy that has come
and gone!’ (Did some one speak, or stir?)
She looked at her faded hands, all burdened with costly rings;
She
looked on her widowed home, all burdened with priceless things.
She
thought of the dead years gone, of the empty years ahead -
(Yes,
something stirred and something spake, and this was what it said:)
‘The voice of the Might Have Been speaks here through the
lonely dusk;
Life offered the fruits of love; you gathered only
the husk.
There are jewels ablaze on your breast where never a
child has slept.’
She covered her face with her ringed
old hands, and wept and wept and wept.
HIS
I was so proud of you last night, dear girl,
While man with
man was striving for your smile.
You never lost your head, nor
once dropped down
From your high place
As queen in that gay
whirl.
(It takes more poise to wear a little crown
With modesty and
grace
Than to adorn the lordlier thrones of earth.)
You seem so free from artifice and wile:
And in your eyes I
read
Encouragement to my unspoken thought.
My heart is eloquent
with words to plead
Its cause of passion; but my questioning mind,
Knowing
how love is blind,
Dwells on the pros and cons, and God knows what.
My heart cries with each beat,
‘She is so beautiful, so
pure, so sweet,
So more than dear.’
And then I hear
The
voice of Reason, asking: ‘Would she meet
Life’s common
duties with good common sense?
Could she bear quiet evenings at
your hearth,
And not be sighing for gay scenes of mirth?
If,
some great day, love’s mighty recompense
For chastity surrendered
came to her,
If she felt stir
Beneath her heart a little pulse
of life,
Would she rejoice with holy pride and wonder,
And
find new glory in the name of wife?
Or would she plot with sin,
and seek to plunder
Love’s sanctuary, and cast away its treasure,
That
she might keep her freedom and her pleasure?
Could she be loyal
mate and mother dutiful?
Or is she only some bright hothouse bloom,
Seedless
and beautiful,
Meant just for decoration, and for show?’
Alone
here in my room,
I hear this voice of Reason. My poor heart
Has
ever but one answer to impart,
‘I love her so.’
HERS
After the ball last night, when I came home
I stood before my
mirror, and took note
Of all that men call beautiful. Delight,
Keen
sweet delight, possessed me, when I saw
My own reflection smiling
on me there,
Because your eyes, through all the swirling hours,
And
in your slow good-night, had made a fact
Of what before I fancied
might be so;
Yet knowing how men lie, by look and act,
I still
had doubted. But I doubt no more,
I know you love me, love
me. And I feel
Your satisfaction in my comeliness.
Beauty and youth, good health and willing mind,
A spotless reputation,
and a heart
Longing for mating and for motherhood,
And lips
unsullied by another’s kiss -
These are the riches I can
bring to you.
But as I sit here, thinking of it all
In the clear light of
morning, sudden fear
Has seized upon me. What has been your
past?
From out the jungle of old reckless years,
May serpents
crawl across our path some day
And pierce us with their fangs?
Oh, I am not
A prude or bigot; and I have not lived
A score
and three full years in ignorance
Of human nature. Much I
can condone;
For well I know our kinship to the earth
And
all created things. Why, even I
Have felt the burden of virginity,
When
flowers and birds and golden butterflies
In early spring were mating;
and I know
How loud that call of sex must sound to man
Above
the feeble protest of the world.
But I can hear from depths within
my soul
The voices of my unborn children cry
For rightful
heritage. (May God attune
The souls of men, that they may
hear and heed
That plaintive voice above the call of sex;
And
may the world’s weak protest swell into
A thunderous diapason
- a demand
For cleaner fatherhood.)
Oh,
love, come near;
Look in my eyes, and say I need not fear.
Bristling with steeples, high against the hill,
Like some great
thistle in the rosy dawn
It stood; the Town-of-Christian-Churches,
stood.
The Traveller surveyed it with a smile.
‘Surely,’
He said, ‘here is the home of peace;
Here neighbour lives
with neighbour in accord;
God in the heart of all. Else why
these spires?’
(Christmas season, and every bell ringing.)
The sudden shriek of whistles changed the sound
From mellow
music into jarring noise.
Then down the street pale hurrying children
came,
And vanished in the yawning Factory door.
He called
to them: ‘Come back, come unto Me.’
The Foreman cursed,
and caned Him from the place.
(Christmas season, and every bell
ringing.)
Forth from two churches came two men, and met,
Disputing loudly
over boundary lines,
Hate in their eyes, and murder in their hearts.
A
haughty woman drew her skirts aside
Because her fallen sister passed
that way.
The Traveller rebuked them all. Amazed,
They
asked in indignation, ‘Who are you,
Daring to interfere in
private lives?’
The Traveller replied, ‘My name is
CHRIST.’
(Christmas season, and every bell ringing.)
I
What have you done, and what are you doing with life, O Man!
O
Average Man of the world -
Average Man of the Christian world we
call civilised?
What have you done to pay for the labour pains
of the mother who bore you?
On earth you occupy space; you consume
oxygen from the air:
And what do you give in return for these things?
Who
is better that you live, and strive, and toil?
Or that you live
through the toiling and striving of others?
As you pass down the
street does any one look on you and say,
‘There goes a good
son, a true husband, a wise father, a fine citizen?
A man whose
strong hand is ready to help a neighbour,
A man to trust’?
And what do women say of you?
Unto their own souls what do women
say?
Do they say: ‘He helped to make the road easier for
tired feet?
To broaden the narrow horizon for aching eyes?
He
helped us to higher ideals of womanhood’?
Look into your
own heart and answer, O Average Man of the world,
Of the Christian
world we call civilised.
II
What do men think of you, what do they think and say of you,
O
Average Woman of the world?
Do they say: ‘There is a woman
with a great heart,
Loyal to her sex, and above envy and evil speaking?
There
is a daughter, wife, mother, with a purpose in life:
She can be
trusted to mould the minds of little children.
She knows how to
be good without being dull;
How to be glad and to make others glad
without descending to folly;
She is one who illuminates the path
wherein she walks;
One who awakens the best in every human being
she meets’?
Look into your heart, O Woman! and answer this:
What
are you doing with the beautiful years?
Is your to-day a better
thing than was your yesterday?
Have you grown in knowledge, grace,
and usefulness?
Or are you ravelling out the wonderful fabric knit
by Time,
And throwing away the threads?
Make answer, O Woman!
Average Woman of the Christian world.
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